Maybe this isnt the place for me but where elsehttp://lisla1.blog.co.uk/en-EUhourly82000-01-01T12:00+00:00Maybe this isnt the place for me but where elsehttp://lisla1.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/6c/c495f01310460b4a2c4e164f237500_160x200.jpgPretned to be happy and smilehttp://lisla1.blog.co.uk/2005/11/26/pretned_to_be_happy_and_smile~339191/2005-11-26T14:40:38+01:00 <p>Now I dont know why but most of life seems to be arround well cant you just pretend to be happy cant you just fake one last smile for everyone.</p> <p>I realised that maybe me hiding my feelings isnt right anymore. I mean I still live with the constant nightmares of my school life with all the crap that happened there and I get frowned upon as I will not talk about it. I mean at the ned of the day isnt it up to me or yet still choose not to talk about it at all. I know I am worrying a few people but still isnt it my choice not to I really dont know.</p> <p>I know one thing I need to see someone about it but its one of those things that I know I cannot afford I would love to sit there and talk to some one that will just allow me to rant and rave about everything and be a shoulder to cry on with out worrying about showing signs of weakness, Maybe this is a sign of weakness spilling it all out here but then again they say realise is a realise isnt it.</p> <p>any way I will write more later</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://lisla1.blog.co.uk/2005/11/26/pretned_to_be_happy_and_smile~339191/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Now I dont know why but most of life seems to be arround well cant you just pretend to be happy cant you just fake one last smile for everyone.

I realised that maybe me hiding my feelings isnt right anymore. I mean I still live with the constant nightmares of my school life with all the crap that happened there and I get frowned upon as I will not talk about it. I mean at the ned of the day isnt it up to me or yet still choose not to talk about it at all. I know I am worrying a few people but still isnt it my choice not to I really dont know.

I know one thing I need to see someone about it but its one of those things that I know I cannot afford I would love to sit there and talk to some one that will just allow me to rant and rave about everything and be a shoulder to cry on with out worrying about showing signs of weakness, Maybe this is a sign of weakness spilling it all out here but then again they say realise is a realise isnt it.

any way I will write more later

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